if we hold on together

please please PLEASE work out. PLEASE.

Sun, 04 May 2008 20:32:43 +0800

please please PLEASE work out. PLEASE.

the last time i cried so much was when we broke up. i really really do love my parents.

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 20:09:23 +0800

the last time i cried so much was when we broke up.

i really really do love my parents.

i have no idea about anything anymore sometimes it seems like i’m a 100% sure, and the next...

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 00:27:34 +0800

i have no idea about anything anymore

sometimes it seems like i’m a 100% sure, and the next moment, my heart decides to interfere

it’s not that there haven’t been happy things happening in my life, it’s just

i suppose aren’t things that are interesting

i was on the bus today, when the bus driver suddenly ran off the bus during the red light. an old...

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 22:21:43 +0800

i was on the bus today, when the bus driver suddenly ran off the bus during the red light. an old lady had fallen down at the steps outside. i’m ashamed to say that i didn’t think of going to help because it didn’t occur to me that the bus driver had to come back to drive the bus o_O not that that is a proper excuse but i’m glad to say that someone else had the brains and heart to do so

today was another first and eurgh it hurts.

i wonder if i would understand my own posts a few years down the road

i think i have secured a job… will update when my life gets on track

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 17:55:01 +0800

i think i have secured a job… will update when my life gets on track

just want to say, thank you mink and mable for being my friends :) will update in time to come

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 23:15:38 +0800

just want to say, thank you mink and mable for being my friends :)

will update in time to come

i think it’s amazing the way people can write songs that you can relate to a 100%, just a few...

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 03:29:49 +0800

i think it’s amazing the way people can write songs that you can relate to a 100%, just a few words and it sums up everything i feel, puts everything in perspective, a song that understands myself better than i understand myself - i have just found that song

happy birthday

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 12:37:58 +0800

happy birthday

this post is dedicated to the minions, an individualised message to every one of you :) which i will...

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 16:43:00 +0800

this post is dedicated to the minions, an individualised message to every one of you :) which i will update whenever i feel like :p

alf
shawn
lyn
sharleen
jina
janessa
cheng
kartik
benson
eugene
marie
yh
moni
kway
ray
sne
peipei
roy
dt
huiling
emm
kz
bella
clar
eunice
sindhu

and of course,

miss ng

so prom’s over. i am terribly un-photogenic i wished everyone who has photos of me can just...

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 16:31:00 +0800

so prom’s over. i am terribly un-photogenic i wished everyone who has photos of me can just send them to me instead of posting them up on facebook! so emm if you’re reading this, please do not upload them onto facebook and thank you very much for staying over at the hotel with me :) prom wasn’t perfect but it was nice overall. much love goes out to the minions :) and mable, mink and jas :)

and because both jas and mable dedicated an entry to me, i love you both very much too, really :) 6...

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 22:02:31 +0800

and because both jas and mable dedicated an entry to me, i love you both very much too, really :) 6 years and counting my friends :)

on another note, prom’s tomorrow and my complexion’s only getting worse bleargh. but i am pleased with my hair though :) the healthy lifestyle will start soon, as soon as i get through tomorrow, yes yes i will :)

no. 4 still applies. to me as well, both metaphorically and literally. :):):) because three is the...

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:57:00 +0800

~~no. 4 still applies. to me as well, both metaphorically and literally.~~

:):):) because three is the magic number, it will remain that way

mood: ambivalent, definitely ambivalent 24/7

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 22:30:36 +0800

mood: ambivalent, definitely ambivalent 24/7

i think it’s time for a happy post. there seems to be a lack of it in my blog, i suppose...

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 00:07:31 +0800

i think it’s time for a happy post. there seems to be a lack of it in my blog, i suppose it’s due to the many layers of sadness as opposed to the single shade of happiness. anyway tonight was a fantastic night to take a walk in, the wind was brilliant. and today was a ‘siblings’ day, spent with my brother and sister, something i haven’t done for really quite a while. and it totally proves my point - i need company to make me not think and make me happy even though i do like to have lots of alone time, even if it makes me dreary and miserly haha. anyway my new maid has arrived, and my old one has gone home. it’s a strange feeling everytime we get a new maid - it feels like we have a stranger in our house (which is true i suppose), makes me feel rather uncomfortable. i think maids are really quite admirable and i’m glad for my previous maid. really.

on another note, i finally found my prom dress yesterday yesterday. completely opposite of what i imagined my perfect dress to be, but it was a pretty instinctive decision to get it - i just had the feeling that would be it. anyway prom’s coming and i kinda miss being around the minions, i wish EVERYONE was going for prom because it just wouldn’t be the same without everyone around. soon it’ll be time for the year-end obligatory emo post and J2 will really really really be over. it’s really amazing that we spent two years at rj just like that - i can’t believe that thought suddenly just swept over me on the way to our lit paper.

also, i’ve watched stardust and enchanted. i would have to say i prefer stardust, enchanted was well haha rather cheesy in the disney musical way, but also sweet and romantic with a happily-ever-after ending every girl dreams of. stardust was… different. also sweet, also romantic, but more… magical. less cheesy and more…real.

anyway, THANK YOU JAS, for trudging around with me to find me prom dress and watching all these nice movies and admiring the pretty orchard lights :) remember to look for me at prom so we can take a photo :) i bet you’ll look gorgeous :) and look you get all the smileys in my post haha

and oh, i’ve finally started on the OC which is loading really slowly now i say dismayedly

That’s How You Know Giselle: How does she know you love her? How does she know she’s...

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 21:25:00 +0800

That’s How You Know

Giselle:
How does she know you love her?
How does she know she’s yours?

Man:
How does she know that you love her?

Giselle:
How do you show her you love her?

Both:
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?
How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?
How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?

Giselle:
It’s not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she’ll be inclined to say…
“How do I know he loves me?”
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you love her?)
“How do I know he’s mine?”
(How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?)

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He’ll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That’s how you know, that’s how you know!
He’s your love…

Man:
You’ve got to show her you need her
Don’t treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Giselle:
Everybody wants to live happily ever after
Everybody wants to know their true love is true…
How do you know he loves you?
(How does she know that you love her?
How do you show her you need her?)
How do you know he’s yours?
(How does she know that you really, really, truly-)

Well does he take you out dancin’ just so he can hold you close?
Dedicate a song with words in
Just for you? Ohhh!

All:
He’ll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he’ll do
That’s how you know
That’s how you know!

Giselle:
He’s your love
He’s your love…

That’s how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
He loves you
(la la la la la la la la)
That’s how you know
(la la la la la la la la)
It’s true
(la la la la la)

Because he’ll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

All:
His heart will be yours forever
Something everyday will show
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know
(That’s how you know)
That’s how you know!

Giselle:
He’s your love…

Man:
That’s how she knows that you love her
That’s how you show her you love her

Giselle:
That’s how you know…
That’s how you know…
He’s your love…
- Enchanted

so it’s officially the end. the last stop, prom. and i still have to make decision(s)

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 23:40:48 +0800

so it’s officially the end. the last stop, prom.

and i still have to make decision(s)

i think i think… i’m almost there :(

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 22:59:20 +0800

i think i think… i’m almost there :(

i had a nightmare last night. about math o_O i couldn’t do my A level paper and it was already...

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:37:11 +0800

i had a nightmare last night. about math o_O i couldn’t do my A level paper and it was already four oclock and i was only at question 5. oh gragh. what a stupid nightmare. i haven’t been sleeping throughout the night these few days. this is not good.

More than WordsSaying I love youIs not the words I want to hear from youIt’s not that I want...

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:03:00 +0800

More than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I’ve tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

old song it may be, but it still rings true doesn’t it

i would like to go to the beach and watch the sunrise after prom

Fri, 23 Nov 2007 22:53:00 +0800

i would like to go to the beach and watch the sunrise after prom